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| User: | lalaluna (51568) |
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| Name: | Luna | |||||||||
| Website: | MySpace | |||||||||
| Location: | Edinburgh, United Kingdom | |||||||||
| Bio: |  "J'ai respiré à fond et ai écouté le vieux braille de mon coeur; Je suis. Je suis. Je suis" My name is Toni. Or Aiden. Or Kent. Depending who YOU are. I am eighteen years old & live in Edinburgh, Scotland. I am (that is, my personality is) many things to many different people. Some view me one way, some view me another. It interests me how so many different individuals can see you in so many different ways when the characteristics they judge are all presented in the same way. I suppose that it one of the amazing (and sometimes tragic) things about human nature. This is how I see myself; Contemplating. Both introverted and extroverted depending on the circumstance. Opinionated but scarcely allows myself to argue a point. I am clumsy in the way I go through life; I stumble on to one thing from another barely giving myself time to breathe and reflect. This has been both a blessing and a curse... I have had some of my most amazing experiences this way, yet at the same it has been the birth of some of my lowest moments. I am quite a friendly person, however sometimes shyness is mistaken for arrogance and an inflated sense of self. I do not think I am better than you; I can assure you it is quite the contrary. The fact is, it is seldom I know where to place myself in a conversation. Those who I trust and admire have my heart. They are the ones who have taken the time to get to know me and have been around through many ups and downs. I find it very hard to let go of old memories; old friends, places, thoughts... I forever hold a grudge. I can be quite unforgiving. Sometimes too much so, I am told. But I fail to understand that people make simple mistakes and that one act does not make the person. Everyone deserves a second chance, and everyone deserves the benefit of the doubt at least once. But that doesnt mean I'll give it. I can be a very jealous person, and this is becoming more frequent and more intense as I get older. I aim to learn to be happy with what I have and am learning to believe in the words and actions of those around me. I think that I am both a strong and a weak person. I have been through and come out the other end of some pretty harsh situations, which would suggest strength; but there are some things which completely tear me apart. I am not all that thick skinned - words hurt me. False impressions and accusations affect me in a way I can't quite understand or express. I love to write. I love to discuss. I love to learn. I am not saying I am any good at these three things, they are just things in life which make it that little bit better for me. Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified. Avoidant Personality Disorder. Self harm. Borderline Personality Disorder. Vertigo. Anemia. over-sleeping. under-sleeping. over-emotional. waster. lazy. thinker not a doer. unconfident. modest. jealous. expressive. dramatic. panic attacks. daydreamer. good listener. honest. curious. intense. imaginative. introspective. crude. reckless. manipulative. short tempered. challenging. worrier. defensive. weak.  Harry Potter is my life. | |||||||||
| Interests: | 8: anxiety, avoidant personality disorder, borderline personality disorder, depression, eating disorders, ednos, harry potter, self harm | |||||||||
| Schools: | None listed | |||||||||
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| Member of: | 6: 25moments, 30_kisses, 30_somethings, 50_elements, hpicons, thesortinghat | |||||||||
| Account type: | Free Patient | |||||||||
